There's no but, no cause.

My heart is dead,
Quenched with tears,
Tears that I would never let out
I'm afraid of their laughter
And it keeps ringing in my head,
I'm holding on,
I'm not sure till when,
Would it be until I turn to pieces?
I'm waiting for my death,
I'm not ready yet,
I'm willing
God, please give me the strength
A strength for me to hold on,
To go on,
I'm falling into a dark hole in his eyes,
Those blank eyes,
I'm falling in love,
A love that could never be mine,
He wants me to hold on,
To wait,
I hear laughters between my cries,
I don't know till when,
Should I hold on to something I could never see,
I could never feel.

Sg Petani, April 25th, 2009. 12.03am